Mitai ka? Uchiha no chikara...

Still haven't heard from him. I'm going out looking, so expect me to be gone for a few days. I'd be grateful if anyone who hears anything of value would contact me about it.

[private, hackable with a lot of effort. (it wasn't supposed to be, but his current state made him fumble)]

I woke up this morning, and for almost a full five seconds I thought this had all been a dream.

I feel sick.

The feeling doesn't go away. It's supposed to go away, since I'm actually fine. Instead I'm balancing in the middle and I can't decide which direction to fall. Which side it is that is making me hurl. It can't be right to doubt that this is how things should be, because there's only proof that it should.

If it wasn't for Naruto and his demon, I'd leave for a few days. Because throwing up doesn't seem to work this time. I can't work like this.

...

I can't call him a boyfriend, I realized that from the start. He's a brother, he's a deity. And I'm nothing more than a pretty face to both of them. It hits me over and over how disposable we are here. Replaceable. I will not pretend that I miss my previous life anywhere near the way I would end up missing this. But I have the feeling I... I should go back. I have business to deal with there. I doubt another Sasuke has been zapped to my world to take care of it for me.

... If I was sent there, it would be easy. Right now it would feel easy.

[/private]

((ooc: I'm sorry to everyone for not tagging youuuus. ;_; I should stop pretending and go on an official hiatus instead.))

[private, only hackable to the Uchiha + aka!Naru]

The initial success I had in suppressing Kyuubi seems to be the only simply achieved success I'll have in this. The seal is largely patched up again, but easily breakable, and kyuubi isn't cooperating in the slightest.

I might have found a (more or less) temporary solution. I'm studying up on consensual seals and their flexibility. ... Plus the daily sessions with Naruto, my days are pretty much full.

[private, unhackable]

I'm happy to be by aniki's side. More than happy. On a level where it's sometimes hard to concentrate on what I'm doing. ... Hnn. However, I have no doubt there's something not right between him and Sasuke. I can only hope I'm not the reason. I'm sure I'll know before long.

[/private]

[Private, very very unhackable. Seriously, I bet he spent hours making it so.]

Huh. That was a weird one. I can't quite chase it, either. It was rather... vivid. I'll write about it here, maybe it will leave me alone if I do. Like last time.

I wonder if Naruto would ever agree to being fucked while wearing a pink apron. Quite the image, and I'm not sure I really should want to know this. Well, for me to dream something like that... seeing him in one must really have stuck in my mind, for whatever reason. It's embarrassing how my mind twisted it into this. It was in the kitchen, too, but unlike when I saw him in that apron for the first time, I was eating his food. He was cooking mine for himself. ... Weird.

But why Naruto? Of all people. Do I have some kind of unconscious thing for blonds? Maybe, actually. Hn. But it's something else. It has to be... Whatever.

Why I was six again during the part with aniki is beyond me, too. As if it wasn't perverse enough as it was. In our parents' bed, with bloody lips... and then the breath play.

It barely felt like sex at all, but then again, it was a screwed up dream.

[/private]

Naruto, I believe I've found something of yours. Or rather, something of yours have found my underwear drawer and made itself a nest. I'm expecting you to come by and pick it up.

01. Comment to this entry saying 'ICONS!' and I will pick 4 of your icons.
02. Make an entry in your own journal and talk about the icons I picked.

( No, I'm not amused. Yes, this is all you'll get from me. )

[private to akatsuki!Naruto, unhackable]

Don't worry about the kids. It's as dealt with as it can get.

[/private]


[private, unhackable]

Am I weird for thinking that tasted good? Heh. ... But no wonder he's stressed.

I wonder... when aniki comes home.

Man, I haven't asked myself that question in so fucking long. I just wish the circumstances were different.

[/private]

[private to akatsuki!Naruto]

You're good. But next time, you won't have a chance. I won't allow any doubts of my victory ever again.


[private, unhackable]

Everything hurts. I'll be spending the rest of the day wrapping myself up in gauze.

Naruto, for the last fucking time. I won't play monopoly with you. Please stop littering my room with your toys.


[private, hackable]

I finally met with Madara not too long ago. Started out a bit chaotic, but... I'm glad he finally decided to come around.

Also, I... I can't get... out of my head.

What else? Oh, yes. The tomato plant has served its purpose. I'm throwing it out.

[/private]

[Private, not so hackable]

What's going on, let's see.

Essentially, I'm improving my shuriken techniques, Naruto is following me around wherever I go with a wide array of children's board and card games... and I'm, let's say, continuously learning more about my clan.

Yeah. That's pretty much it.

[Private to oto!Sasuke/hackable]

I'm back from the mission. Contact me about when would be a good time for the report.

I also bought you what I promised.

[/private]

[Private to the other Uchihas/unhackable]

I trust you all have noticed that a new Uzumaki Naruto has arrived. From private messages with him I have learned that he has connections with our family in his world. Putting together two and two, it could have something or other to do with kyuubi. In light of this, if we're lucky, he could be a powerful ally.

I'm suggesting to track him down and find out if that's the case before anyone else does.

EDIT: I'll be gone for a while. Should be back in no more than a few days.

[/Private]

So, as of yesterday, I have my very own tomato plant. I can't say I'm the father type, but the tomatoes are good. It should be worth it keeping it alive.

Suigetsu, Karin, report your positions. I can't locate any of you, don't go off too far. We'll soon be there.

I will up my speed and arrive by nightfall.